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September 16, 2011
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So I was sitting and thinking about how my life has gone this last year and I realized that its been about a year since my parents kicked me out, and about 11 months since I came out about being Bi-Sexual. Its weird to me because here I am, living with my parents again (its only temporary, there are 5 people living in the two bedroom apartment when I'm there so we're getting a bigger one, I move back in once everything else is settled in). My mother is slowly (and I do mean SLOWLY) coming to terms with my sexuality in her own way, but she still refuses to even think about it.
Since I came out a few of my friends have started acting a little different towards me as well, and guys seem more interested in hearing about my ex girlfriend and I or hearing my opinion on girls they think are hot. I actually had a straight co-worker of mine confront me, thinking I was hitting on her (which I wasn't) because I said she gets asked out by a lot of women because she's cute and has a good personality. It was weird and made work awkward for the rest of the day.
I think it also makes my boyfriend uncomfortable to a point, because he knows my ex girlfriend is a temptation for me still, even though I don't see her anymore BECAUSE I don't want to mess up what I have. I love my boyfriend. Even though he says he hopes that his kids are straight. Because I know that even if their not, he'll love them anyway, I know its normal for people to want their kids to be "normal" you know? And I know that they would have a lot less social problems if they were, but part of me really does wish that at least one of my kids turns out to be LGBT so I can support them the way my mother can't.

Sorry Bout the rant.
H&S
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