I'm pretty scared about Friday....I'm going to give Dani my narrative poem "How I Envision Our Wonderland" and a necklace that my mommy (whom I never see anymore) gave me when I was little, for our two month anniversary....and I am freaking out that she is going to think this is all too soon. But I really love her, and I mean truely with all my soul, and I want to marry her. I've never felt such a strong conncetion with ANYONE, she is so special to me and I know in my heart that she's the one, but I don't know if me expressing this feeling now is a good idea. I mean Romeo and Juliet got married after one day of knowing each other so I guess just bringing it up after two months isn't THAT bad...but Romeo and Juliet didn't have a very happy ending . I'm terrifyed and I know it's not a proposal or anything, it's just that in my poem I basically tell her that I see us getting married in the future and having children. Even though it isn't a proposal in the slightest, I still feel like it could make her uncomfortable. And the necklace...it was given to me by my mommy when I was around 5 or 6. She told me I would "always be her little angel" and so it's special to me because even though I often speak ill of my mother I still love her you know? And I always call Dani my angel so I thought it was appropriate to give her (it says Angel on it) but then again that also suggests committment because I wouldn't give that to just anybody.....so I am incredibly nervous. If I loose her over it I'll be crushed....but perhaps I'm over-thinking this? Grr, I don't know anymore.